<p>By <em>Brooke Bowen</em>, A Post Abortive Mother</p>
<p>Often times as I begin to grow older and reflect back on <a title="Anthology" href="http://www.amazon.com/Anthology/dp/B00000DG1Q%3FSubscriptionId%3D0G81C5DAZ03ZR9WH9X82%26tag%3Dzemanta-20%26linkCode%3Dxm2%26camp%3D2025%26creative%3D165953%26creativeASIN%3DB00000DG1Q" target="_blank" rel="amazon">my life</a>, I realize that the sins I have committed myself have cause much more damage to my soul than the sins others have committed against me. I sit daily and reflect on how a split-second decision changed my life forever. I cry and weep and wish with every fiber of my being that I could go back in time and change some of the things that I’ve done in my life. I try my damnedest to go back and right all of the wrongs I’ve ever committed in my life, but there’s one wrong that I can never make right and that kills me inside. <span class="post-teaser-more">&nbsp;<a href="http://heartsunitedforlife.com/?p=2270" title="Permanent Link: Carrying the Weight of Regret" rel="bookmark">Read more...</a> <i>(1845 words, estimated 7:23  mins reading time)</i></span></p>

<div class="post-teaser-block">This is a preview of <q>Carrying the Weight of Regret</q>. <a href="http://heartsunitedforlife.com/?p=2270" title="Permanent Link: Carrying the Weight of Regret" rel="bookmark">Read the full post (1845 words, estimated 7:23  mins reading time)</a></div>{"id":2270,"date":"2013-08-15T04:47:55","date_gmt":"2013-08-15T08:47:55","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/heartsunitedforlife.com\/?p=2270"},"modified":"2013-08-15T20:29:49","modified_gmt":"2013-08-16T00:29:49","slug":"carrying-the-weight-of-regret-by-brooke-bowen-a-post-abortive-mother","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/heartsunitedforlife.com\/?p=2270","title":{"rendered":"Carrying the Weight of Regret"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>By <em>Brooke Bowen<\/em>, A Post Abortive Mother<\/p>\n<p>Often times as I begin to grow older and reflect back on\u00a0<a title=\"Anthology\" href=\"http:\/\/www.amazon.com\/Anthology\/dp\/B00000DG1Q%3FSubscriptionId%3D0G81C5DAZ03ZR9WH9X82%26tag%3Dzemanta-20%26linkCode%3Dxm2%26camp%3D2025%26creative%3D165953%26creativeASIN%3DB00000DG1Q\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"amazon\">my life<\/a>, I realize that the sins I have committed myself have cause much more damage to my soul than the sins others have committed against me. 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